Thought Disorder

Sunday, January 21, 2007

It's been years but it felt like yesterday, and it still feels like i'm still standing at the same spot, silently watching, waiting. From unreal it turned into real and then unreal, and now real again. It sucks, hell. And the reason is still unknown.

Maybe it's a hologram.

I hate weekends they make me emotional /:

(ps. i did physics assignment yaye me)
3.4GPA HUMMHUMMHUMMM X)

12:29 AM

Friday, January 19, 2007

Omagod this week was pretty bad if not for the morning coffee/chicken essence which i detest most /:

For some reason every day passed so slowly and i'm getting more inclined to having a barrage of consecutive dreadful double periods. Gearing up daily makes me so jaded, and sometimes i even doubt myself, and feel insecure at times. Roar. (i've decided that i still hate physics but i must beat that 50 mark :D )

Guess i've been stuck in this weird abyss for ever so long that when i think about it, i start to have questions that kind of remain unanswered permanently, and given that lackadaisical nature of mine i hardly bother or dare to question the unquestioned. Typical. There's this gradual creation of an invisible wall between us and on the surface it appears perfectly flawless but the truth is always blind to many. I don't reckon i could pay a demolisher to knock that wall off 'cause it ain't easy, its existence already blatantly obvious.

Hum i'll just probably top my day off tomorrow with tys in preparation for math quiz (triple sigh) in a bid to 'unremember' stuffs. (and how to solve 2sinxcosx like hahaha okay i'm stuck kthx) i'm also befuddled by many stuff and especially how the screws in brains work. Why! My tolerance is abso paper-thin now and it's shredding. D: Some people have zilch sensitivity, no? Be gone!

And i'm REALLY saving for dunks this time! Patience is virtue.

Well then back to that monotonous life of the living dead :

10:56 PM

Saturday, January 13, 2007

X) Like finally the end of the week. RELIEF!!

So. Am seated at the first row with yannchyng, but still feeling a little sleepy during lessons, right under the noses of teachers, especially during physics. It's ever so dry that i'll seriously die listening. Since monday i've been chionging (it's the most appropriate word) all my holiday homework and it has indeed taken a toll on me. And i've only managed to fully complete chinese and hand it all in today (i'm proud of myself no kthx) but then hum left with physics and math to complete over the weekends. ROARRRRRRR. I so deserve this ending.

My classroom's pretty cool except that the aircon isn't really working. But still, i guess it doesn't stink like the lecture theatre one does. The toilets in school are ever so freaky but do we have a choice? Anyhow, glad to say that i've finally rekindled my liking for bball again, after being dead in it for 3 over months. Hurreh.

This 2007, although it's only the 1st week of proper lessons and i totally loathe it, yannchyng and i are gonna pia like hell, like seriously. (exams are in late august we're so hell dead kthx) Yeah 3.4 GPA for me and SYF GOLD WITH HONOURS! Let's work hard! :D

I'm so tired after doing nothing, anyway. Roar.

12:52 AM

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Felicia studied in Dunman High School, loves elmo, is a major drama addict and is a cake lover. She has quit coffee even though she loves it.